Archive for May, 2008

Goodbye Friendster Blog, Goodbye.

Friday, May 30th, 2008

This is probably my last post here in this lifetime (see u in the next life if u still exist Friendster Blog:)

Looking back at all the things in life, I wouldn’t say I’ve achieved nothing. I might not be someone ambitious in career or look forward to bcome one. But I have alot of amazing, unforgettable people that joined in to colour my canvas. The colours now have run out, I need to finish all the touch ups before the palette runs dry so that I could start another painting in a brand new canvas in a brand new location with fresh inspiration.

People think I’m leavin cuz I wanna escape to a place where I think I can find happiness, People think I just wanna run away from everything instead of facing it, People think I’m just being a brat who just wanna have fun and refuse to accept facts of life, People think that I’ll have no steady careers if I leave. But people, it’s MY life and i get to decide how I wanna live it :D

I’m not running away from anything as I’ll have to come back eventually to start all over again. Happiness is always within ourselves, only I can decide if I want to be happy. Going somewhere far ain’t gonna help me find happiness, it’s just simply to expand the horizon that has been blocked by tall buildings, noisy broad highway and narrow-thinking minds.

I was just starting to complain abt things again, but complaining always makes me feel like i’m a hopeless victim so I wanna rise above that for the time being :) move on and look fwd instead !

Anyway, i’m writing in a new blog here http://www.bouncing-rubberball.blogspot.com, it ain’t gonna be anything fancy or fantastic, it just marks the beginning of a new painting in a brand new canvas ! Hmm the paints smell nice !

A Feeling I Rarely Have :)

Friday, May 9th, 2008

It’s a great feeling to have finally come to a point where:

Decisions Have Been Made
Plans Are Being Made
There’s Job To Be Resigned From
Friends To Be Abandoned Temporarily :)
Loved Ones To Be Left Behind But Kept Dearly In The Heart :)

and of course

Dreams Are Gonna Be Fulfilled
New Life Is Gonna Start
Strangers Are Gonna Be Welcomed
Friends Are Gonna Be Better Friends
Footprints Are Gonna Be Left Here & There
People Are Gonna Bring Impact From All Walks of Life

In the midst of suffocation, struggles, heartaches, loneliness & depression throughout the entire year, the entire stay here, my imagination and dreams have done wonders to keep me alive, as the old proverb goes EVERY CLOUD HAS A SILVER LINING.

So here it is - I MARK the very beginning of my life.