Archive for February, 2007

Life is Beautiful - NOT

Tuesday, February 27th, 2007

Tired of living life full of other ppl’s expectations and hopes. Life’s full of maggotz when u can’t get away with it, ur imprisoned by chaos n confusion of others, ur locked in from the inside of sombody’s insane brain full of maggots n dead rodents and you get beaten again n again by the rattan stick of evil, lies and cruelty. Is this the reality of the working world? I don’t think so and I don’t think I or anybody deserved it.

So why don’t we look the other way? Ignore life and be a pet! Like this.
Cute_peony

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The Boredom

Monday, February 19th, 2007

Bleh.
CNY became boring after the 2nd Day. I’ve got no one to meet, no place to visit, nothing to do, no one to gamble with, no more ang pows to collect. Celebrating CNY in KL is a total boredom especially when your parents leave for someplace else already and you have no relatives here and people who have been entertaining you are on their journey back home right now.

So, I’m moving back to Cyber 1st thing in the mornin tmr. I miss my comp, I miss work. Not trying to say that I’m a workaholic, but sitting around doin nothin is not gonna help me mentally.

Came across this in the Friendster Horoscopes today for Leo.

In Detail

Surrounding yourself with plenty of like-minded people is usually a
good idea, but doing so will limit your creativity right now. You
certainly don’t need toadies who agree with everything you say (and
compliment you for saying it). You need a bit more friction in your
life, especially today. Seek out people whose beliefs are different
from yours; you’ll benefit from what they add to your life. When you
meet someone who changes your opinions, you have grown.

The Bottom Line

Seek out people whose beliefs are different from yours; you’ll benefit greatly.

I usually don’t believe in such things but it did happen and it surprised me how much my perspective has changed after the "friction", it changed how I feel and probably my life too.

B.i.b.b.L.e

Thursday, February 15th, 2007

Cute, lovable, bubbly, black Bibble loved by all, adored by everyone who saw her, dotted by all who held her in their palms. Since the day she was born, she’d captured many "visitors" attention as she’s the darkest, the blackest and the most different of all. She used to have a special aura around her that makes ppl smile and make ppl call her name endlessly. Whenever anyone pokes his/head into her "house" to peep at her, she’d hold her head up high and kinda give u that look that says "who’s lookin at me?" "who?" "who?"

Not a day went by without anyone NOT touching her, NOT holding her, NOT calling her name.

She got sick all of a sudden yesterday, she refused to eat, to drink, to move nor to open her eyes. And she just passed 5 mins ago. Buried in my front yard with the other 2 hams who had died earlier. Thanks to Gigiless Ling n Toilet Paper n Cumi2 n others who have shown concerns by ur midnight calls and smses. Thanks mom for the prayer and dad for suggesting that she should have taken dissolved panadols(which i didn’t) and for burying her nicely. I’m sure with so much love from all, Bubbly Bibble will be resting very peacefully right now, without pain, without sorrow.

Havin dealt with so many deaths of human n animals lately, this has all pretty much strengthened my soul to accept deaths, to be detached from them, recover quickly so that I can attend to those who are still with me … …