Novzix : A Tiny Dot In This Gigantic Galaxy

It’s 3.46a.m. and I still can’t sleep, literally hamster-hunting in the room. CHAOS n lotsa CHAOS.

Can’t believe tmr has finally arrived. A day where we ALL meet again after abt 4 months. I believe the distance and hardship have brought us closer in one way or another. Lookin forward to hugs and lotsa hugs!

Idiot Air Asia postponed 5pm flight to 9.40pm then 9.50pm. Thanks to my macho bro who went ALL the way to get me and when we were havin supper at the McD … he finally NoN - ChaLaNtLy told me that one of the hams died. I was eating my fries and I stopped and O____O at him but tried to act indifferent. It turned out that my favourite Jellybean which was the fattest and cutest and the one that I looked forward to cuddle, died of some weird disease, I have the pics but it’s pretty distressing to see. B4 she passed, she dug a nest for herself, rested, and never woke up again.

The journey back was the most boring evahh! And I can’t really remember the last time I took a night flight. I was at the back and I was kinda worried when the plane kept ascending into nothingness 10 minutes after takin off. Can the pilot see in the dark? The weather is "shakin" the plane a little? Can the stewardess shut up for just one second …. and I drifted to sleep … and i woke up to find that my phone had not been switched OFF. WTHELL! I swear I did off it! mb I din press d button long enuff? God … it started beeping and there were lights from my bag! Omigosh omigosh I’m gonna crash I’m gonna crash! No ……no.. the plane’s gonna crash! And we’d be LOST in an island somewhere. OMG OMG and then …I thought I saw LAS VEGAS!!! Lights EVERYWHERE! It was BBBBBBBOOOOTIIIIFOOOOL! ok mb i’m a li’l bit jakun but come on la, the flight was boring ok? with a ghost sitting on my right and a very "gentleman" sitting on another seat. The scenery was my only saviour but it was really beauuuutiful.. hmm.. loved it! Seeing the scenery, we were supposed to land in 10 mins but it took longer than usual .. the plane descended very very slowly n I started to worry again … was it bcuz my hp was ON? I didn’t dare touch it cuz the guy was kinda like staring at me n my bag when it beeped :-s So i left it on n prayed to God that it won ring or make any weird sound and of course prayed that the plane won’t crash >:( Silly and bodoh kan? Haha actually before that I was wondering what would happen if everyone kept the phone ON :p And i proved that it did nothing! BLEKKK.

Oh I came home to my room to find it conquered by the HAMS. It almost turned to HAMSTERS KINGDOM when i quickly rampas my room back. Dang how am I gonna hav 3 weeks holidays when 10 days was already more than enough for them to take over . DANG! And the babies are too young to travel with ME.

Just when I thought I would have a 10-day break in this lovely place - DISASTER struck.

I need a place to RANT.

I’m so afraid to look in the mirror that whenever I walk past a mirror I would pretend I don exist, not even my shadow. I’m afraid to look at a person I don even recognize anymore.

With this disastrous hair, I have NO freakin idea how am I gonna attend an event 2nite. I won’t be strong enough to take criticisms. I can imagine myself explaining a million times to ppl that I’M NOT trying to be a ROCK STAR.

Right after the DISASTER yesterday, I had to take mom to the mall to get some fruits and groceries. Heck! In a small town like dis, it’s almost impossible to step out of ur house and NOT meet any ppl u know. So ok fine! Off I went, after all I should get a hair dye anyways.

*sigh* Disaster usually happens if you don listen to your mom. Mom said ur hair looks great, why did u wanna cut it? It was heavy and getting bushy, I just wanted to trim! and not trying to become BALD.

Geez … I was literally hiding behind display items or behind my mom’s back while shopping in the mall. There were a few junior high school mates working as part time there and a few were passing sample foods n all that to me … I took and walked past with my nose held up high … very arrogant and pretended that I’m not the very serious and strict prefect they knew back then in school cuz I’m completely opposite right now, pretended that I’m not someone from this town, I didn’t know them and hoped that nobody called out my name. LOL! But they were staring at me O____O

I gotta get home fast >:( Mom was sympathetic but she couldn’t help much anyway. She just kept lookin at me and kept laughin. That was very "helpful". It’s amusing right? U had a daughter but she went into the Barber shop and turned into a son when she/he came out.

I quickly bought myself a dye in Guardian. I got Garnier’s Divine Mango which was really sweet, it was chestnut-light brown colour. The 1st thing I did when I got home was bug my mom to do it right away. And since my hair was so short, the dye was used up like about 20% only. So I forced mom to dye her long hair LOL! She was really tempted but because she’s a discipline teacher in her school and her HeadMistress is a terrible scary old MONSTER, she almost refused to do it but I nagged her about wasting my money, my dye and convinced her that nobody would notice it! Since her hair is really black, the dye won’t get absorbed easily. And so she gave in WOOHOO! Worse comes to worse, she’d have to just trim her hair! MWAHHAHAA. So we played you-dye-my-hair-n-I-dye-urs while my dad was off either to a picnic at the waterfall or mountain climbing with his gang.

My life is sooooo doomed for the next 3 months. I wanna get a wig! Or can somebody recommend any make over artist for me please? I really honestly never felt so awfully ugly to the bone in my life before.

I’ve always wanted to be a man.

And since my house is not far from Thailand, my dream was easier to achieve and it did come true today ! ! !

Usually we hear people turn from man —> woman. But I’m always DIFFERENT. I extended one of my body parts. o__O is it possible? I ono … figure it out!

Ok that was just hocus-pocus mumbo-jumbo i created. I’m havin a BAD hair day. >.< The worst in so many years dammit! The ONE n ONLY part of me that I would LOVEEEEE to extend TO DEATH! is …

MY short-almost-botak HAIR!!! >.<

How i wish i could post up a pic of myself with hair gel up like this!

I could actually do THIS!

How I wish i could go back to the barber shop with a BIG FAT scissors to cut off the barber’s hair * ~x( * I just wanted my thick and bushy hair fixed a li’l here n there, I even showed her a couple of pics of the hairstyles i wanted, well i NEVER did this in my life but this time I really wanted a hairstyle that could make me stare at myself in the mirror endlessly *blushes* I dunno what I did! It backfired … BADLY … i’m totally FRIED. *sigh* All I wanted to do was CRY when I saw myself in the mirror :(( :(( :((

My hairrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr is just a few inches away from being BALD.

Day 07 - Furry Pups! Notice the worried oh-don-take-my-babies-away look on the mommy’s face. ^^

Introducing Jellybean!

Well it wasn’t easy to get good shots of these 2 naughty fellas until recently they calmed down n became tamer cuz i let them bite my fingers for a month already okay?

Peek-a-boo! The king of naughtiness is peeping from his resting place.

Yesterday, Li’l Jessi n her li’l potato came n kidnap me from work at 5pm. We were suppose to have dinner only but she said she booked a movie ticket for me. :O But I checked the cinema a few days ago, there’s no one movie I haven watched or well, some I’m not interested la. N she said we’re watchin Dead or Alive. :O. What MOVIE is THAT? :O. Erm .. well, u know the 3 gals one ah .. martial arts one ah … from comic one ah .. :O Omg the one with the Japanese doll one? Got Holly Valance one? Oh I didn’t know it was called DEAD or ALIVE! Ohhhhhhh let’s go! Hmm .. Spontaneity I LOVE!

But I wasn’t sure how the movie would turn out cuz usually I’ll read reviews or stuff like dat  b4 actually goin to the cines. After watchin the first 5 minutes, I decided it’s gonna be one hell of a hot chicks-kickin-hot-asses-(i’ll have to use the word!)fugging-nice movie! And I turned out RIGHT.

And I can’t find the official website Is it pathetic or what? Instead, I found THIS! I can’t believe there’s no official website :(( :(( :(( If someone found it please send the link to me cuz I can’t believe I can’t find it! All I cud dig up is THIS

If you identify any of these person / animal on your street. DO wish her HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY ok? ^_^

Dear All,
Here’s a story about ma pup.
She’s a sweet gal with big, round, innocent eyes and fluffy short hair.
She once shocked the whole MMU community with her shocking very de highlighted hair.
Looked like a jap chick though.
But it never crossed my mind that our friendship would turn into BUN-n-PUP-in-the-den friendship.
Well, if there’s one thing I could thank about internship is thank you for making me realize i have such a wonderful friend.
A friend who listens to me when I rant.
A friend who helps me kill time with her wonderful imagination when I nearly died of boredom.
ALLLLLL the way from Brunei.
But now I guess u can spot her poo poo or wee wee, you know…things that a dog does…
somewhere in some streets in the west coast of M’sia?

I’ll get you a pinky, lacy, tranparency, sexy BRA orait??

Day 01
Take a peep at these little almost weightless, fragile, super duper tiny li’l creature that "swims



 

Its Saturday morning! after groaning & rolling & yawning on the bed till my fullest satisfaction, I finally got up and checked on the hams. They all like to look up and squeal and jump when there’s a shadow hovering above them.

As if saying:" mommy, mommy! I want "bao bao"! "

A-D-O-R-A-B-L-E !

Since this morning they’re like usual hitting the cage, dying to get out, i put the cage in a bigger box so that i can let them out while i clean the bedding. It’s been 3 days since i last cleaned. So *humming away* I was, taking out the cage, leaving the base in the box so that they could get out themselves. I was seeing them actually squealing for joy as they climbed out, some with Mission Impossible style, some just clumsily climbed n fell onto the box.

When I was about to take the bedding out … I saw pinkish - redish BLOBS and I panicked! I thought one of the hams fought n bleed! OMIGOSH! O___________________O I looked closely and the BLOBS actually WIGGLE! OH MY GOD … The BABIES are so darn smalllllllll, it’s.. it’s as small as erm I dunno! very very very small! It’s like a few weeks’ old human baby embryo. OH MY GAWD.

And the terrible thing is I DID NOT know whose babies they were! I quickly scooped up the male with their running wheel. I think Jellybean and Charmy are females but i’m not sure who’s the mom. Charmy was running in circles and SUPER HYPER ACTIVE and somethin struck me …. Ahh … So She’s the one who’s been screaming and squealling and fighting with the male Tickles all this while and kept me awake throughout the night. Silly me didn’t notice THIS sign of pregnancy! She fighting him off as if saying :" hey you did this to me! see what you got me into! My stomach is bulging! I’m ugly! Paws off me! "

And now separated from others. Charmy is grabbing a baby in her mouth and kinda like running around the cage and stepping over others. I DON’T WANT to see what might happen. Gosh. I tried reaching for help but everyone’s idle in YM and it’s too early to call. So I can just pray that after my breakfast, the babies are still there … & not gobbled up in the mommy’s stomach. Her tummy is still bulging, I seriously hope there aren’t more babies coming … I don have an extra cage already!

I PUBLICLY apologize for flooding u guys’ mailboxes with the friendster notifications. It’s never my intention to do so. Thanks Ed the monkey for telling me he’s moving my mail to the spams If it’s annoying, just delete my account yeah

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A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds,
"What does love mean?"
The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined.
See what you think:

"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn’t bend over and paint her toenails anymore.
So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That’s love."
Rebecca- age 8

"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different.
You just know that your name is safe in their mouth."
Billy - age 4

"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."
Karl - age 5

"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs."
Chrissy - age 6

"Love is what makes you smile when you’re tired."
Terri - age 4

"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."
Danny - age 7

"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more.
My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss"
Emily - age 8

"Love is what’s in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen."
Bobby - age 7 (Wow!)

"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate,"
Nikka - age 6
(we need a few million more Nikka’s on this planet)

"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday."
Noelle - age 7

"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well."
Tommy - age 6

"During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling.
He was the only one doing that. I wasn’t scared anymore."
Cindy - age 8

"My mommy loves me more than anybody
You don’t see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night."
Clare - age 6

"Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken."
Elaine-age 5

"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Brad Pitt."
Chris - age 7

"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day."
Mary Ann - age 4

"I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones."
Lauren - age 4

"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you." (what an image)
Karen - age 7

"You really shouldn’t say ‘I love you’ unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget."
Jessica - age 8

And the final one — Author and lecturer Leo Buscaglia once talked about a contest he was asked to judge.
The purpose of the contest was to find the most caring child.

The winner was a four year old child whose next door neighbor was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife.

Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman’s yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there.

When his Mother asked what he had said to the neighbor, the little boy said,

"Nothing, I just helped him cry"

Bosses have been absent for 3rd day. We communicate thru MSN oni hehehee. Weeee I hope i’m gonna be this free the rest of the week >:) mwahahha.

I’m currently hopelessly addicted to design blog surfing. They’re so darn cool they make my blog seem so lifeless, odourless and tasteless. But well, this is ME

Here they are :

Cool illustrations, cool concept, very fantasy drawing!
Hmm.. I like it!
Here it is.

Mrs B’s Illustrations!
Very cute and kiddy stuff here.

And of course Jojo Yeung.
Look at her ROOM!
She’s a young artist, 20 Y.O Hongkie, studying in the US, humble n nice.
I like what she said "No matter where I am, my world is always colorful".
Hope u’ll always be colourful Jojo.

HOW TO BE AN ARTIST— by SARK
"Stay loose. Learn to watch snails.
Plant impossible gardens. Invite someone dangerous to tea.
Make little signs that say YES! and post them all over your house.
Make friends with freedom and uncertainty.
Look forward to dreams. Cry during movies.
Swing as high as you can on a swingset, by moonlight.
Cultivate moods. Refuse to be responsible.
Do it for love. Take lots of naps. Give money away.
Do it now. The money will follow. Believe in magic.
Laugh a lot. Celebrate every gorgeous moment.
Take moonbaths. Have wild imaginations.
Transformative Dreams, and perfect clam.
Draw on the walls. Read everyday. Imagine yourself magic.
Giggle with children. Listen to old people.
Open up. Dive in. Be Free. Bless yourself. Drive away fear.
Play with everything. Entertain your inner child.
You are innocent. Build a fort with blankets.
Get wet. Hug trees. Write love letters."

*friendster blog sux, sorry about the terrible & messy layout cuz i’m so lazy to register other blog accounts*

This morning, an impatient idiot couldn’t stand her long fringe, she couldn’t stupidly wait till she gets back home next stupid week to cut it, therefore the idiot took her hair cutter (it’s a stupid magical cutter that can cut ur hair in layers, it’s not like some stupid scissors) and began to cut her stupid fringe, she normally did it non-stupidly, in fact professionally, but something stupid got into her, she stupidly cut her fringe off without her stupid brains, therefore the idiot’s hair now looks like a stupid newly trained philipino maid that has just been shipped over illegally and of course, stupidly.

*CRIESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS*

How I wish I could extend my hair like how XiaXue did hers. $2 (sing dollars) for EACH strand, G.R.E.A.T rite?

*screams with the highest pitch*

Ahhhh.. i feel much better. WTH. It’s just another bad hair day I look ugly but my heartbeat keeps on beating, so life goes on

This is what I said about making choices. I chose to cut my own hair and it backfired. *dammit*. But I’m not gonna cry or hide myself in the house all day. Life goes on, hair GROWS on.

( o  o )  signing off ( o  o ) ,
Pequeña Muchacha Estúpida  –> Lin